夏在走失

Won't open my mouth,
You know what I'll say
It hurts me that it's gotta be here this way
I can no longer hide
God knows Ive tried
I held on as long as I could
If I could change it, I would
This is the way I am
And this is what I do

I cry my tears
But they're not for you
Playing a game
I know you've done too
I shouldn't have waited
But still it's all the same
Cause you know,
I'm just playing my game

Close your ears if you don't like the sound of my voice
Youre acting like I
Like I had a choice
But to leave you behind well
I've made up my mind
I cry my tears
But they are not for you
Playing a game
I know you've done too
I shouldn't have waited
But still it is all the same
Because you know
I'm just playing my game

Don't hold me with your eyes
The light in them I cannot see
No need to blind me
Theres this darkness where I walk
You thought you had your future
All figured out

I cry my tears
But theyre not for you
Playing a game
I know you've done too
I shouldn't have waited
But still it is all the same
Cause you know
Im just playing my game
Im playing my game

不被人理解的滋味真难受...

碰到奇奇怪怪的人可真让我郁闷,不被误解行不行呢?干吗总用你的想法揣测我,有意思吗?

本来应该回学校的.早上博客死活登陆不上来,我抱着电脑都快哭了,不过还好下午回来的时候恢复了正常.V从武汉回来了,中午吃过饭去探望远方探夫归来的她.她把脑袋搞成了锡纸爆炸式,虽然很让我接受不了,但是恋爱的女人把自己折腾成啥样都是正确地,何况她30个小时硬座的疲惫已经被她的兴奋和幸福所掩盖,那么这点小瑕疵就更不算什么了.我和菲菲半张着嘴做白痴状听她描述武汉的山山水水劳动人民,羡慕啊...人家现在咋说也算半个军嫂了,就是生活距离有点远,除了五一七天乐的相聚,基本只能靠想...

那俺也羡慕!

陪他买了一双鞋,和我一样的小黑.顺嘴说一下,和V站在一起就更显得我的茁壮了.她本来就很瘦,高中的时候貌似我还有点信心走在她身边,那时候的我身上比她也多不了几量.现在的我居然已经惊现小肚腩,再也不敢和人家嘘呼我是只吃不胖那种羡慕死鬼嫉妒死人的类型了.因为事实惩罚了我的谗嘴...

真让我郁闷,真想不到我写博客也开始唠叨上减肥了?

不过,小白说白妈妈看见我放风筝的照片觉得我"胖了",但是--"胖点儿好看了"啊~~~哈哈,看咱白妈妈多有眼光.那就在现在这个基础上好好保持吧,不要让脸横向竖向再往任何一个方向发展了...